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Name: Cindy;
Age: 19;
B'dae: April 18;
Horoscope: Aries;
School; Singapore Poly;
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Sunday, November 12, 2006

Hey ever heard of a saying that nothing comes free? Ok so what about love? I am like so lost.. What must I do to exchange for love? How much am I worth? Why do people like me? Dote on me? Is there a reason? What if that reason is lost? Am I worthless then? Does it mean no one will care about me? How good must I be to be able to change for some love? Will that love last? Why do people care about me? Is there a reason? I am really puzzled.. I know I am not the center of the world so there is really no reason for anyone to turn and looked my way. I am just puzzled what made those who did do it. I don’t even know how to love myself. I always tell myself that I have to make myself worth so people will like me.. Is that how it works? Every time I blast my anger at someone I feel really bad, because I have just scream at someone who turn my way. Every meal I eat I feel really grateful that I am loved and given enough to eat, a place to stay clothes to wear, and I even get to choose. How hard must I work to pay them back? What if I fail them? Will they kick me out and let me wonder around on the streets to pick up scraps to fill myself? Guess I have too much now I am afraid to lose them.. Am I griping too hard on it? I am so lost. I feel so guilty spending money of others what if after spending all the money on me and they never get what they want? What will I do?! I am not a company I can’t go on bad debts and pay them back.. Bit by bit.. I think I will never be able to pay them back. What about friends? Why am I their friends? Is there a formula to it so I know the exact thing they want? What if after they spend so much time on me and they think I am not a good enough friend? What do I do? I can’t gibe them back their time.. I am not a time machine I can’t say sorry.. is not good enough to give them back anything. I am really so lost. Does love comes free? I know others want love and I know how it feels not to be loved. I would love them for free. I am just puzzled is love free for me? Is there anything I must give them in return? I really don’t want to disappoint anyone. Every time I call someone to ask for some love I thing they must be really nice to shower some on me. But have I forgotten to give them back some things?

@ 8:53 PM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥