Monday, August 07, 2006
Hm.. Was talking to Yiggie I heaven heard some one say I did something nice for them for a really long time. Kept getting scolded every time I open my mouth. Really cried just now. Have been scolded for god knows how long. Everyone is saying that they are sick of my attitude they ask me dun so paranoid, why so touchy, why so picky, grow up, say I very sarcastic, say I not making sense, say I very noisy, say I ask stupid question, say I haven done my job well enough ok they just kept blaming me. Well so many people say me of cause I went home to think about it right. And I thought not talking would be better. It doesn’t make me feel any happier not to talk but at least I wouldn’t get scolded. Or blamed. Which saves my butt from getting spank. She really made me day she was the first one who tired to make friend conversation with me. Ok I wanted to just hug her and cry but that I got a class to rush for so I just ran passes her. She reminded me that there are still people who are willing to stop and listen to me. I know I very childish 17 still like to eat sweet when I cry and all and get angry at tiny things and keep thinking everyone will like me. K la I got a really hard slap on my face I know that hardy anyone like me. I am always the wire that supported the shiny lamps no one will ever say o thanks to the wire that electricity is able to travel to light the lamp. Every one is say wa the lamp is so good it helps me light the way. Because the lamp is so bright and the wire is hidden in the casing no one with the right mind will bother about it. Why don’t I be the lamp? I tried is just not working. Anyway I realize there is people who care about the wire like, the repairman who checks one the wire once in a while. And if it rubber casing is bitten by some animal he will fix it back. Ya ok so Yiggie is the repairmen haha. Wanna thank her cause this wire was about to overheat. Kk better go do my work I got sports day 2morrow.
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