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Friday, April 27, 2007

Haha I am finally blogging yes yes people I am blogging after such a long long time. Well I am still in school, I’ll be going back for a while and I have to come back school to spend my weekends~! *cursing* O well I can’t help it I have been forced to camp. I have 1/2hr more to my next lecture *giggles* thus I am stealing some thing to blog... life is sp has been really buzy I have so many school work and projects on had that I am about to faint. I don’t even have time to go back to SAC to visit. I hardy have time to spend with him... *feeling guilty* I am sorry... I promise I will make it up to you *smiles*

I am adapting to SP rather well... I think I will live through SP quite happily. *smiles* I wonder how’s Cherie? O~Man I miss her~! I well I know Tara and Christina are having camp too so no worries for them. They will take care of each other *smiles* As for me I have got Kelly so no worries for me to *grins*

Hey people if you haven heard I have join ban again! *laughs* Hm... I wonder what will happen to me in camp. I hope everything turns out fine. I sure will miss everyone and him. Shall we go for a SunRise on Sun? *smiles* Love you guyz! =] I am sorry if I haven reply your sms or e-mail or my replies are short I am really buzy with all the homework. I am so sorry I will make up to you guys I promise *Lovez*

@ 3:45 PM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Friday, April 20, 2007

Ha ha I am finally blogging after so many days. In school now. Waiting for Adeline to come back then Kelly, Adeline and I would go for band and we will see how it goes. Wasn’t feeling very well today, I didn’t get much sleep. O well it’s a Friday today which means I can go home to have a good rest today. My birthday was sweet~! Hey guys thanks for wishing me *giggles* I felt really loved thanks a lot! *smiles* i would like to keep the sms so here they are.
Erin: Happy birthday!!!
Jeffery:Happy Brithday! Haha. I purposely wanted to be late. So that it can make me special. Cause I am officially the last one to say YOU’re 18 TODAY Happy Birthday! Ha.
Bernadette: Yoz. I am not too late heehee. Happy birthday girl! Enjoy e benefits of being 18!
Sharon: Hey hapi bdae… I am nt e 1st 2 wish u hapi bday 2dae but I cn be e last…I wish u e best in whateva u do…smilez… (“,) So njoy ur day n have a gd slp
Yan soon: Hey thanks for calling me up wo... although is not easy to get me woke up... Haha xie xie happy birthday wo…
Angela mini:hello! =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Eng Loong: yo sotong! Happy birthday J take care yea? =D
Shirlene: Hey momzie dear... Happy birthday... haha...18 alrdy... mature le!
Siew yuan: hey girl…!! Happy 18th birthday! (: hope u’ll enjoy your day with ur loved ones yeah? Love ya! :-D
And a lot more I have to go now I will continue later haha *loves* I din type these to show off but I simply just can’t save them in my hp and they are too sweet and for me to delete them thus I resulted to posting it on my blog… *smiles*
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Ok a continuation of what happened on 20/4/07. After I left for band, which was my first practice for SP band. I had a shock of my life they threw me scores after scores and I am propose to play them on the spot. Came home slept like a dead crop. Kelly decided to joing SP band with me! *Cheers* Woke up when to find my love had a really nice day with him. Went to his aunt’s house and saw really cute puppy milk milk *laughs* spend a whole day with him ate at Sakae, I had my standard and he had his favorite. *smiles* O yes almost forgot here are the other sms.

Tara: Morning girl! As you travel to school today rmb that it’s your special say J so keep your head up and smile! Your can smile like the mad guy we saw in the train that time hehs. And if anyone gives you trouble today, tel me and I’ll HOOT them! Happy 18 dear. Jlove love

Jondave: It’s your birthday today and little Jondave has not forgotten it. I wanna say all the best in your studies… and do well in life.Yeah.

Gerald: Happy 18 birthday. 1 year older le. Haha can do meny more things le haha hope you will be happy today and every other day.

Yu Ting: Happy birthday! (:

Rene: Happy birthday.

Ru Yui: Haha n a veri happy bDay to u my dearR frenZ :-DwishinG u all e best aheaD.. Yea u slp tight n dun fall off ya bed ar Haha .. Sweet dreams! J

Christina: Happy Birthday! Your 18 now! One of the best times of your life! Enjoy it girl! Yea! Yahoo! Wee! [birthday hug] stay happy J

Adeline: Happy Birthday. :-D

Cherylynn: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET! YOU”RE NOW LEGAAL FOR ALCOHOL AND ENTERING INTO CLUBS WITH EASE. LOVE YOU! SEE YOU ON SATURDAY J
There are people who wished me by saying it haha so many of them. I just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU! For making my 18 birthday so so so sWeEt~! Hee *kisses*

@ 6:02 PM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Was late for school to day thanks to all the jam on the highway. Ran up the stairs and that hill with full speed. Almost died upon reaching the classroom. Had lesson until 12 something. Went to buy accounts book and helped Sharon find SPSU. Went to SAC to collect cet. Went home sleep had a nightmare... got up trying to fix my lappy... chat with him a little while. What can I say? I love him I love him and I love him~! *laughs*

@ 12:49 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Monday, April 16, 2007

Woke up early today went for band. I was the second one to reach band *laughs* ah teng was the first. Played a new piece of song, I got the marimba part. It’s hard but I will try. I have got quite a long time to practice. Maybe I will go down to the cc after I part with Kelly to practice myself. I am quite worried about Bernie I hope she is fine. *Worried* Yup after which I would buy dinner home for my brother and my ma.

O ok back to today, sorry I got carried away*laughs* Lup dup celebrated my birthday for me~! thankz guys. It’s so sweet of you guys. *Sends flying kisses to all lup dup members* I will do my best in playing and I hope band will grow and also help me to grow. *lovez*

After band went home to see ah ma and little aunt. I can’t believe what my grandmother gave me. Thanks grandma. I will study hard and do you proud. *Smiles* My little aunt told me that she saw me yesterday with Cherie, going into 7-11. *Astonished* She eve asked me to go down to visit them this Sunday and she will give me another present.

Meet up with my LG at 2. I felt really bad for making him travel from Woodlands to Tampines. *takes a bow* am I forgiven? Went to Cityhall to get his pencil box. Ate at Pastamania, he ate his standard creamy chicken while I took my standard too. *laughs* then we got lost while we were trying to walk to town. After a while we did find your way... got to town had Orange Julies. [strawberry and orange] guess who drank what. *giggles* brought our stationery at orchard popular. He send me back to Tampines, which is where I got my tiny pencil case. *laughs* LG walked me home and we sat aat the bus stop. Exchanged keys...well I mean I won’t get to see him for two days at lest I get to keeps his keys which will remind me of him. *blushed*

Going school at 8:45 am tomorrow. End at 1 pm meeting Kelly to see the cca drive and then we are heading down to SAC to collect our o lvl cert. Then after which I wonder where we would go? If she is going home straight I guess I will just head down to CC to practice and meet Bernie to give her a little surprise! *cheers*
*I know I am selfish but I can’t help it. You belong to me and only I can own you*

@ 1:02 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Just finish reading “The Athenian Murders” it’s a really nice book. It’s a book within a book to prove a fact raised by a character in the book that’s within this novel. Sounds complicated? You should go read it. It’s really nice. *Smiles* After reading such a heavy I think I should read a light and chirpy book. *Smiles* He lend me two book even though I would really like to read “The Alchemist” first but I think I would first read “our iceberg is melting”. “The Alchemist” is a book that will set me thinking just like “The Athenian Murders”. Hm... *ponders* I wonder if you know what I mean? *Shrugs*

Woke up at 8am this morning. Took a shower dressed for jogging. Left my house at 8:30 am. Called my LG, felt happy to hear his voice. *Smiles* Had a little chat with him. Walked to the bus stop decided to walk away from it. I made up my mind to walk to Bedok reservoir to meet Cherie. Reached Bedok reservoir, called my girl. Decided to sit down under a block to wait for her.

Meet up with her at 9:30am saw the whole school at Bedok reservoir for their 2.4 km run. Walked around talked to some of them, after which we finally ran. We ran about say... a little lesser then half of the reservoir. Talked about our life. I know she had her own problems and I too have mine. We are all coping with our own problems. I wonder what kind of life would it be if there were no problems in life? Well I guess there would never be such a life. The poor wants to be rich, the rich wants to be richer. The young wants to be old and the old wants to be young once more. The illiterate wants knowledge and the literate choose to neglect the truth. The famous wants to lead a normal life while the normal wants to be famous.

Brought lunch home for brother. Fell a sleep until three thirty. Went online... I can’t really remember what I did. *laughs* bath at 4pm went to buy dinner for brother and I. Came home ate my bee hoon [standard] finish “The Athenian Murders” came online to blog and I am now chatting with my class. They are having mass msning *laughs*
***I miss him... 15 more minutes till his work end and I am waiting, even if it takes forever...***

@ 9:21 PM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Friday, April 13, 2007

First I must apologies to my band mates. I am sorry I didn’t go for band today. And my phone was low bat. I am so sorry. *begs to be fogiven* I heard about today. Hey people cheer up don’t feel so bad *smiles* There’s 2.4 tomorrow ya? All the best~! Run faster ar! *laughs* psst psst~! Cherie wear PE attire then we can go drink free milo muhaha! *evil*

Went out with him just now. Ate at Sakae Sushi! He counted for the 11th sushi and end up eating California Maki. I counted for the 22 and I had Tamago Nigirl. *giggles* we ended up sharing with each other. Both had one of each. Mo ren tried to trick me... said Ben ho, Ro hong, Tcc, wei jun and don’t know who is outside… *evil starez, giggles* We both blamed each other from tempting each other to eat Tamago Nigirl. *laughz* I took one after he took one and after that he took another one haha I wonder who many did we eat 4? 5? Hm... *woots* I had two Salmon Nigirl and two Unagi Nigirl. They are my favorites!!!! *screamz with delight* While we were talking above the table, our legs were fighting under! *laughs* two pair of converse, with the same design fighting. *laughs* we ordered sakae chawanmushi. He uses the slurping method to eat the chawanmushi. And I on the other hand use the blow and put in mouth method. *laughs* he looks really cute slurping the chawanmushi. *trilled* He of coz did not miss his favorite Fried hotate. Haha he seems so happy eating it. *delighted* He took a plate or Kani tempura, I’ll pay a close watch if he takes it again it means that he think’s that is rather nice. *giggles* we played a little guess “which plate I wanna eat” game. He told me that he wanted to eat some thing round. So I label it as balls, and he was like laughing at me... it was Tako Yaki *bleahx* o well haha I can’t really remember what happened exactly... I think we were talking about his younger cousin, about how she loves to play ball, and I decided to feed him *laughs* Well I told him that it was a spaceship and it is flying and going back into it’s main station to report. *giggles* we had Mochi icecream... we were laughing about the lychee. I think I said the word too slowly and it became lai-chee *hilarious* was laughing about it. we also order a peach and strawberry smile. When it was sever our strawberries are not smiling!!!!! *laughz* I wonder what’s wrong... He says if it were to smile the he would catch it and earn big buckz with it. *laughz* he ate the whole strawberry smile in a mouth and he was shivering, I bet all the chills gusts right up to his brain. Brain freeze~! Hm... maybe the strawberries smile got back on him for saying that he wants to catch it to earn big buckz. *giggles* played arund with the hot water tap. Mo ren asked me to wash hand with that tap! When I told him it was hot he said just take out that sign and I can use le. *stunned* So when he got brain freeze I told him to helped himself to the tap. *laughs* I did enjoy myself a lot today. *Lovez*

*Friday de 13 unlucky? I doubt it... the day worked out pretty well for us wouldn’t you agreed?*

@ 9:50 PM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Went to school yesterday with my 2.9kg. I felt fat *laughs* It’s not as bad as I imagine carrying my Acer around. The worst time carrying it is when I am on my way home in MRT, when I am about to sleep while standing... my lappy almost dropped. I ended up sitting down sleeping after city hall. Miss my stop [Simei] ended up at tampines. Walked home almost died. *bleahx* Lucky I took my lappy to school yesterday got all my things done at around 4pm something.
Went home chat with my LG on lappy yesterday. So many things happened my room light was dancing disco, I had a fight with a moth and my lappy’s wireless mouse went haywire. *laughz* finally manage to solve all my problems before 9:30 pm.

Woke up went to Paya Lebar, started my flag day, I guess it ended well since I got 92.1 buckz even though there are people who gets to my last nerves, there are also people who are really good to me. God Bless! *wootz* Finish my collection at Bedok at about 11:55pm slack in Macs until 1 something then took a train back to Dover.

Went home with Kelly. Fell on bed once at home. Woke up took a bath came online to check out sing-poly’s webby. Waited for my LG to come home. Was worried about him getting caught in the heavy rain and not eating. *bleahx* finally felt better when he reached home and told me that he was eating. Going to my woodlands home tomorrow. *smiles*
*If my life is a fairytale you’re the knight who saves me from all evil*

@ 9:53 PM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Hello haha Hey people guess whom I saw yesterday! I saw Jeffery!!!!!!!!! O my god I miss him! That cameraman! Going to Sp makes me realizes 07B1 is a class that is filled with people who wouldn’t shy away from camera! O how I miss them!!! Sp is fun I suppose... I made some new friends since I went there *smiles* I am still trying to get use to those un-hyper girls. I still felt like running around the school. Jumping and all... Got school at 9:30am today... and I must bring my laptop! *Shocking* Bless me guys... Acer 2.9kg.

This paragraph none of you peeps might understand... it’s simply for the sick of writing it make myself feel better. Ok come on, I really don’t know what’s wrong with her ok?! She is so paranoid I can hardy do anything or say about her. I mean she is so old already I really don’t know why is she behaving in this way... I keep asking her to do it and she doesn’t now finally almost a month and a half, she finally wants to go for the check. I wonder what’s wrong with her! Anyways I can’t be bother with her. I wonder who is taking care of whom...

Fourteen!!!! I only picked up on the fifteen call. I when I saw the number I was super touched. At the very moment I felt like hugging him. I am stuck with you! Every time he appears before my eyes I knew that was magic. He cares for me from the most major to the slightest thing. What more can I say? His MINE! *Giggles* He comes to look for me even when his so tired after work or after school. *Loves*

My love for you cannot be measure by lines of words. Some times there are beyond words... Some time I might not say but my love for you is no less then before...

*I love you more each day*

@ 7:21 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Monday, April 09, 2007

I started my day by running. Ran four rounds of the garden beside my house. Took the key from my ma. Walked up the stairs, reached home gave him a ring. Poor LG his so tired from work... woke him up to get ready for work. Went back to sleep. Woke up by the banging of the door, by my mother. Opened the door for her and went back sleeping.

Got up at 3pm to bath and went out at 4:00pm. I made a quick visit to tamp library. Manage to read half of my storybook. Left the library at 6:15pm went to buy socks, plaster and the sausage bread from bread talk. Took the MRT to Paris Ris to bounce back. Reached Bugis at 7:17pm meet my LG. Went to get his lappy bag with him. While I was out with him I saw the other side of Singapore. I have never see computers thrown everywhere like it was free. *Laughs*

Went back to Parco to look for his maroon shirt. Got three Polo-t one dark red close to maroon, kaki green and a dark blue. I think he looks good in darker colors... I wonder what he thinks about it? *Chuckles* He send me home. Ate Simei’s Long John Silver. I was kind of touched when he told me he wants to bank in money! I wonder how else can I pamper him... I really felt that I make the right choice.

Saw all the injuries on his hands, my heart almost bleed death. Seeing his blood shot eyes I felt and urged to make him sleep. Even though he told me that his not tired from work. But I can see that he is quite wore out... I wonder how can I love him more than ever... *thinks* I’ll find a way! *Laughs*

I am going SP tomorrow! I wonder what lame games are them going to make us play. I think I am going to see my classmates tomorrow. Let’s keep our fingers cross that they are all nice people *smiles*. Dun worry even if the day doesn’t go my way I will make it work for me *smiles*.
*His everything I need... beyond words that’s what you are to me, my space for you [-Space-]*

@ 1:45 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Went out with my mum yesterday hee... she brought me out to shop for clothes. Brought two polo-t, shorts, and a pair of jeans. We went around town by walking. *laughz* she never knew that we youngsters walked about town. Went out with Kelly today. Went to Funan Mall to buy the case for our laptop, I got mine for 23 buckz instead of 25 buckz. *laughz* brought a snap ball for 10 buckz. I am quite happy with my buy. We got drag into Celo make up, got a free Olay facewash. *laughz* went to shop around... went HAN’s to visit Yi Zhi, Po Yi and Pauline. Then we walked around Suntec to shop a little. Walked to bugis to wait for my LG = life’s good. Went home together. Hee finally get to hold his hand after a long day. I felt grateful.
*life’s good with him*

@ 1:30 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Friday, April 06, 2007

Hey I am home! Went out at 11:45 am, reached Bugis at 12 something. We agreed to meet at 1:30pm but we both reach at about the same time. Went to look for his fossil watch. Saw one that we both agreed that it was rather nice *smiles*. He asked me if I took my breakfast. I gave him a glance and ask if he was hungry *grins*. Sa dan! Next time hungry just say ya? Your girl will willingly accompany you to eat de. *kiss* Ate at Ritz *giggles* had strawberry strudel and a cup of mocha. There was this ang mo, who knows how to speak Chinese but he preferred to speak to the aunty in English. This is how the conversation went.

Ang mo: Can I have a durian strudel please.
Aunty: Huh?! What? What strudel?
Ang mo: O durian, a durian strudel.
Aunty: Orhz du-lian strudel ar... okok.
[Aunty servers the durian strudel to the ang mo]
Aunty: your du-lian strudel sir.
Ang mo: O this looks nice, I think it goes well with tea... do you have tea? What tea do you suggest?
[Aunty looks at me and dear]
Aunty: I don’t what he talking about.[in chinese]
Me: He asked if there’s tea[in chinese]
Ang mo: don’t have tea?[in Chinese mei you cha?] O ok never mind what do you have?
[Aunty showed the ang mo the drinks that they sold, the ang mo took star bucks coffee]
Ang mo: I would like lesser ice [in Chinese ice shao shao]
O my god la, that ang mo knows Chinese, don’t communicate in Chinese with the aunty. Dear and I was stun. *laughs* That funny ang mo. O we saw people queuing to meet Jolin. All waited under the hot sun poor people... o well I guess if they are her diehard fan I guess it’s worth the wait. *smiles* Went to the arcade watch my LG played and 4 ang mo play mairo racing game... it’s a cute game maybe next time I will go try with Him. *giggles*

Took a train to Tampines, after which we took a shutter bus to Courts, Ikea and Giant, a one stop shopping centre. Giant was the first stop we went. He challenged me to find mocha milk shake. I didn’t find it and my punishment was to be his wife. That I didn’t need to think much I agreed at an instance. We walked around giant and the first thing that caught your eyes was the computer accessories. Hm... *thinking* I think I am getting a soft laptop bag to put my laptop. It would be more convenient for Me.*smiles* we walked around and we stopped at the pastry section. Cakes, noodles, cookies, soup and it got us glue there for quiet some time *giggles* There was one thing that I forbid him to even look at it. Instant noodles. *laughs*We were walking in the drinks section and as I was walking pass the tea section; as I took a quick glance I thought I saw banana tea! When I took a closer look again I then realizes that it was lemon tea. *laughs hilariously * I mean at my fist glance I thought the picture on the teat box was sliced banana. *bleahx* Dear got himself a pack of peach tea. *wondering* hm... I was just thinking if it’s nice *smiles* We went to the fruits section and we saw strawberries! It took us a rather long time just to choose a nice box of strawberry *laughs* We then went to the bottle drink section to choose mineral water, he wanted voda voda and I wanted volvic. We had a little argument on which drink to buy. End up buying volvic!

Next we went to Ikea, walked around looking at furniture. We tried on all the chairs talked about what kind of house would be nice. What kind of kitchen would we like to have. *blush* look into the mirrors, played around with the exhibitions. Talked about the wine glass and all... he said he wanted to get himself a mug... *thinks* hee... and he thought of getting himself a side table... We’ll see how it goes. Hee...

Finally we went to Courts look at all the things in there. We watched a little boy played a racing game for awhile, he only know how to play the hard roads but the easy roads he can’t even travel properly. After Courts we took a shutter bus to Parsi Ris. I slept on his shoulder. I can’t explain it his shoulders are really nice. I guess all that I can say is that he works wonders in my life. *smiles*

Reached Paris Ris we went around looking for PC games. Found it hee... we walked to down town east. Ate at Sakea, I had udon and my LG had rice. *laughs* we did a little, Indian dance and counted to the 22 plate so we will eat it [Tai Nigiri]. He told me a little about his past.

After eating we went to the beach to get our strawberries eaten. When we open it, it took our breathes a way it was huge!!!!!!!! Must giant sell gigantic stuff? *laughs* we talked about all the funny possibilities will happen as we ate the strawberries. It was nice... my day was carefree. *grins* we end up not buying sparkles and all... but I still enjoy my day as much... maybe even more then I expected. *grins*

He’s my LG! *loves* Ps: sushi oishi!

@ 3:16 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Good morning! Woke up smiling I hope it will be a great day today *smilez* I came online and I saw this funny thing about sing-poly:
Offence Penalty
Wearing Slippers Fine $50
Having Long Hair (for males) Fine $50
Having Outlandish Coloured Hair Fine $50
Improperly Dressed Fine $50
Having Handphones and Pagers Ringing / Beeping during Class Fine $50
Committing Traffic and Parking Offences on Campus Fine $50
Smoking on Campus and its Vicinity Fine $50
and to enrol in smoking cessation programme at own expense
Littering Fine $50 and/or extra work
Defacing Furniture, Walls, Posters, etc Fine $100, pay cost and/or extra work
Failure to Wear Identification Lanyard i) $5.00 fine (first-time offender) ii) $10.00 fine (second-time offender) iii) $20.00 fine (third-time offender) iv) To refer to the Student Disciplinary Committee (fourth-time offender).
Any Other Minor Misconduct
Fine up to $250 and/or extra work

I think it’s ridiculous. Haha what do you guys think? I am going to slack at home again just like yesterday. Think I am able to finish the book that I borrowed from the library? Nah... I don’t think so.*laughz* hm… maybe I should try breaking his score haha... I can try…but I don’t think I can make it... I laugh so hard before I slp ytd that I must have fell a slp smiling and woke up smiling too =] haha...

@ 8:53 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥

Haha alright I have been slacking at home the whole day. It’s my ma’s birthday today hee... celebrated with her. Went out with him yesterday. We finally get to go esplanade’s rooftop. It was fun. Hee we chat a little. I got to understand him better. His like a book half written and I am going to write the other half with him. But before that I have to read the half that was already written. His like an adventure book. Where you get to choose which page to read. Every time I open the book there’s always something new I learn about him. It’s nice seeing the different side of him. and I am glad he showed them to me *smilez* most people say that I won’t meet the right guy this fast but I think I did. I love the way he loved me and most of all I love him just the way he is. *grins* I was suppose to help my grandmother tomorrow, but my ma told me I dun need to just as sudden as as she told me to go help her. I wonder what is wrong with her. Starting to get irritated with her. o gosh now I dun even feel like talking to her just seeing her makes my blood boil. I mean I am already 18 what more does she want. I hey I know what I am doing. But I am sure I don’t know what is she doing to mine life! I wonder what is she thinking. There are many things that I been through that she doesn’t even know. I solve it my self anyway. O lets not talk about her I am getting so pissed with her that every time I see her calling me I feel like throwing the phone away. Doesn’t she know what I don’t like people to tell me what what to do? I am better of at doing what I want to do. Arugh! Getting pissed with her asking me to do things. Just sitting beside her makes me boil... can’t communicate. And lets not even start talking about my father. I am just fine without them. Was talking to my god brother just know I know he is not in a v good mood either I guess it’s just not the right time for us. Haha like brother like sister. We both got our problems. But I am sure we can solve it*smilez* I guess everyone got their problems. Well I hope he solves his quick. There’s so many things I need to learn about my self, him, my friend, My family. If only I could mind read. Sometimes I really wonder what would it be like to mind read. Well I guess that’s something I can’t image. Really don’t know what to do... o well I will just take a steep at a time and we will see what will it turn out to be... there so many question that I want an answer to but I can never ask them... or I will never get to... o well what can I say... some questions can’t never be answered...

***My life is in a mess the only thing that's right it's him***

@ 2:24 AM
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable...♥